People say actions speak louder than words. You say my words spoke volumes, but my actions spoke chapters at most. It pains me to know you didn’t understand the volumes I was speaking to you in the chapters I wrote. So I’ll Show you every action under the sun, moon & stars to show I am the one you believed in. So here I dance and sing for a world that knows not me to a play of love and tragedy. In hopes my words now acted out will show the world just what my heart is shouting out. Hoping one day my play’s review reaches you and you’ll come watch me profess my love for you. To be enchanted anew so the true stars of my play will shine forever more, it’s true stars which are me and you. Though once crossed we now collide to form a bond held forever strong. To star in the roles we were born to play, for the world to see a truly heartfelt play that tells the tale of you and I and a love so real it out last time.



Weighted Wings

I have grown wings bigger than what one can see with their eyes

With feathers that number more than the stars in night skies

With great ease I have learned to flap my wings

For through tragedy they were meant to carry me

Alas my night skies are no more

For I am grounded in a world with out air to grant me flight

So in my mind I will imagine what it means to sore through open skies

I will run for miles through barren lands and flap my wings like great big fans

Close my eyes and dream the dream to live a life among the stars

Until the day my sweet air returns granting me the lift to fly


Infinity is too small 

H: Husband     W: Wife

H:*Stares into the eyes of his love. A smile slowly creeping up the corner of his lips as the thoughts of just how perfect she was filled his mind.*

W: *blushes* Whaaaaaaat?!?!

H: Just trying to figure out how to describe how much I love you.

W: *blushes again* How about this much? * Streches her arms to either side of her using the distance between her hands to represent how much he may love her.*

H: *Smiles warmly* Well while that is a lot dear it’s not nearly enough to represent how much I love you.

W: What about to infinity? * Smiles brightly back.*

H: Inifinity is still too small to describe how much I love you.

W: Well how can infinity be too small it’s infinite?

H: Well I already love you beyond the end of time and time is infinite.

H: So if my love for you is already infinite and I grow to love you more each day doesn’t that mean infinity is too small to describe my love for you?

H: So again I say infinity is too small describe how much I love you.

W: So if infinity is too small how will I know how much you love me?

H: Well there’s a problem dear words can’t describe how much I love you.

W: Than how will I know? *crosses arms and pouts* Hmph!!

H: Just look into my eyes and you’ll see an eternity that goes beyond the skies.  Kiss me deeply and taste the never ending reservoir that’s is my love. Step closer and be engulfed in my ever warming embrace. Speak to me and watch me dance to the most beautiful song this world has ever known. Smile and watch the fireworks of my heart light the night sky. Lean your head against my chest and hear the beat of a thousand worlds all praising your name. Watch every second pass by so slowly it’s almost as if time has stopped just for the two of us to gaze upon the other. Watch time lose all meaning and numbers all value as I hold you in my arms tonight.

W: *Tear falls down her cheeks accompanied by a huge smile* Jerk!!!! *Slugs his shoulder*

H: *Smiles, pulls her close. Hugs her and whispers in her ear.* So see love words can’t express my love for you, but I will spend all of eternity, beyond forever and in more than infinite ways to show each day how much I love you.

W: *Hugs him tightly and giggles.* I guess infinity is too small.

Road To Redemption

Another request I made to Holly A Reid. This is image 2 of 4 that came to me very vividly one day. Once again I’m blown out of the water by her impeccable ability to recreate other peoples mental image on paper. It came out wonderfully.

Her Facebook once again is posted below

Outstreched Hand

I extend my hand not to make a demand

I extend my hand to compromise a plan

I extend my hand not because I believe you can’t stand

I extend my hand because I care that you’ve fallen

I extend my hand not to keep you down

I extend my hand to pass the love around

I extend my hand not to say I win

I extend my hand to say let’s play again

I extend my hand not to say your a child

I extend my hand because I hope you will stay a while

You may not know or understand why I extend my hand

But I can say if you do take my hand you’ll find my reasons quite grand

Grains of Sand

While wandering the sand sea little did I know I was going to discover a lost archive that would put any library to shame. The stories our pictures told as I unearthed them from the desert. This library of life & love began to bury me under oceans of sand. I began to struggle for air as I realize there was no swimming through this forbidden sea. The waves of emotion brought on threatened to take me under, was I to drown in this sea of regret brought on by this clear testimony of our, now questioned, love? Will I be buried along with the many treasures these forbidden sands had taken from us long ago? To be just another lost and forgotten story without ever having the chance to share the wonders discovered beneath this once thought barren desert? No I will unearth this kingdom we thought lost and build an empire for us live in. This will be our private oasis and I wish to share its wonders with you even if we are the only ones who get to enjoy its plunders. We will create memories for every grain of sand this desert has so that never again can these forbidden sands take from us. For now the desert and all its secrets will tell the story of a love once lost but now forever found.



If growing up means I have to give up on my dreams because their just beyond my reach

A child I shall stay for in my heart I know I will always find another way

If growing up means I have to give up on those I love because it hurts less

A child I shall stay because everyone deserves to have that friend who will always stay

If growing up means when life gets hard I will run away

A child I shall stay for I know tomorrow is another day

If growing up means my feelings must remained boxed and sealed away

A child I shall stay for I am a drink to be poured not a bottle to be corked and forgotten

If growing up means I must blend into the crowd

A child I shall stay for I was meant to live out loud

If growing up means my promises become just words

A child I shall stay for a pinky promise made is most precious & true

If growing up means my worries become my life

A child I shall stay for I will always make time to play

If growing up means I must learn to lie to myself each day

A child I shall stay for I refuse to shield myself away from pain

There is already enough “grown ups” in this world today

But god knows we need more GR♥WN UPS who know how to laugh and play

If growing up means I have to abandon who I am and what I believe in

A child I shall stay to dance and play among the stars