Soaring Hearts

Even though you may lose sight of what our hearts once held dear

Even then I will Still hold you near

A Mistake A Choice A Loss of Voice

Misunderstood must mean up to no good

Her Fury His Love His Passion Her Pain

Her desire for his will to change

Love lost but not forgot

What once bloomed can bloom forever more

This love This life forever changed

They stand Alone Apart Afraid

One let go and One held on

A bond though severed still holds strong

Perhaps they’ll see where things went wrong

To stand To fall Too great Too small

Who are we to not love them all

For I am you and you are me

Together we’re a beautifully weird harmony

This dance this song we feel inside

Perhaps one day we’ll realize

Two stars though crossed can synchronize

To Soar across the open skys

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Colors Regained

I’m not giving up each morning I burn a blaze for her and each night I must stifle those flames, so as not to be consumed by my own fiery heart. I only wish I could see her smile and know she is well. I worry every day she is away, I know we must scrape our knees and truly learn what it means to bleed. However we need not go through this pain alone. We need not suffer this sustained longing for home expecting things to change with no water to grow. For excepting a helping hand does not make us weak. A heart, its beat the love we shared was more than just a little neat. This battle fought to suffer alone for the sake of growth is a battle lost as time we could share slips away. For if we seek to suffer we shall pay its cost never knowing what we’ve truly lost. Her time with me and mine with her was no mistake. We loved, we fought, we grew, we lost but through and through our love proved true. But blending with those of discontent left our vibrant pictures grey and bland. Laughter replaced now by tears and love now falling on deafened ears. As words left unsaid tear at our hearts a chance is given for a brand new start. Color regained and through solace reformed we can lift up our love and start it a new or let lie what we try to convince our hearts to deny. For fear to misunderstand words which have yet to be said. Shall we run, shall we hide, or maybe we shall finally fly. Hands out stretched reaching for that which we know for truth. Stopped and blocked by those who drew near claiming to understand the stories of two souls set ablaze by desires unleashed. A part of me, a part of her, we have the key we have the lock all that’s left is to turn the key and start the clock,  to unlock what was once thought lost, but forever sought.

Tu eres mi corazon

Lo siento mi amor

Tú eres mi corazón

 

Te lastimo

 

Aunque no soy el hombre de cultura que deseas

Soy un hombre que está dispuesto a trabajar para hacer las cosas bien

Te adoro dulce Soñadora

Tu haces que mi corazón palpite

No puedo vivir sin ti

Quiero crecer con usted aprendiendo más cada día

 

 

[Piece is much more romantic and has more impact in Spanish however I wrote in down in English as well for those who wish to know what it says who don’t know any Spanish]

 

I’m sorry my love
You are my heart

I hurt you

Although I am not the cultured man you desire
I am a man willing to work to make things right
I adore you sweet dreamer
You make my heart beat
I can not live without you
I want to grow with you learning more each day

 

One Tear

F: = Father.       D: = Daughter
D: *Staring at front door*

D: Father why did mother run away.

F: She has not run my dear she is just a little lost.

D: Well if she is lost how will she find her way home?

F: Well dear that is why we have fire in our hearts. So the plumps of smoke and warmth of our fire can guide her home.

D: If the fire is her guide how did she get lost.

F: Well sometimes a flame burns so hot its fire feels cold.

F: Though it’s still warm our fears and doubts lead us to believe this flame has no more warmth for us.

F: That the flame has gone out.

F: We began to feel cold mistaking the white hot heat that is present for a deep cold that can be felt within the depths of the soul.

F: That cold grips us and leads us to look at things through two lens.

F: First through the lens of longing where everything we ever desired needs to happen now no matter the cost.

F: Second through the lens of escape or freedom, where we view everything currently preventing this as a shackle.

D: Does that mean I’m in the way?

F: No dear do not fear.

F: Deep down she hurts because she doesn’t want to let go.

F: She lashes out more and more because her current desire clashes with what her inner heart desires.

D: If it hurts so much why does she do it.

F: Sometimes we have to hurt to understand what we really want.

D: I hurt a lot so I must really want mommy.

F: *smiles* Yes dear *Grasps his daughter’s hand firmly * I do too.

D: *smiles* Will she come home soon?

F: That depends dear on how far she has to run and how long she has to hurt to figure out she can have all she desires once she opens her heart.

D: Well I hope it’s soon because I miss her. *hugs her Father*

F: *smiles* *picks up daughter kisses her forehead and gives her a big hug* Me too dear, me too. *single tear falls down his cheek*

Words Unheard

You inspire me in every way

Yet you never even knew it

No matter how hard I tried to show it

My words were a blunder

My actions a bumble, a fumble

I’d shout from the roof tops

But you’d run from eyes that drew near

I’d whisper but be hushed to a mumble

By your lips that drew near

I only hope my embrace and beating heart rate

Pass onto you how much of a grace you truly are

Muse Of My Soul

I want you to know Muse of my soul

Your heart beat conducts me

Your beat it sets me free

With you there is no limits

We’ll achieve it all

Be it big or small

This world is our tapestry

So let’s weave a masterpiece

A tale of two souls

Bound by many threads

As we figure it out

I’ll keep dancing in my heart

To the beat of your beautiful soul

Even when your away and can’t see me

Know I’m always dancing to our beautifully tragic melody

with enough tears to fill the sea

but enough smiles to light up the galaxy